My Point of View

Finally back from India 2 weeks back.. I thought I'll be rejuvenated and will have added vigor to work. Turns out, I was completely wrong. I've lost all interest in work. I can now sense the futility of all that I'm doing. Clearly I'm struck up in a life I'm not very fond of. I think its time to discover something challenging and new for myself. Firstly, I'll have to figure out a way to get rid of this place. I feel lonely. No friends or family. Being lonely, even heaven can be boring. Secondly, I'll have to improve my lifestyle. A little bit of discipline should do the trick. Early to bed early to rise, vegan food and lot of exercise. Let's see how much I can manage.

Chilling out over the weekend. It's 2:00 am in the night and I should have been to bed by now. Wonder if 2 days of weekend is good enough for me! Anyway, I seem to be in a good mood. Don't know why or how, but it feels real good. Feels kinda puppy love. Feels as if I never had any thing to worry in life. Feels like I'm in a 70's hindi movie. Feel like falling in love again. Yup... falling in love but not BEING in love. That hurts. In fact in retrospection, I think Love is always so popular because of the sense of 'adventure' that comes along with 'trying' to fall in love with someone. Ones you have confessed and have received an affirmative response, rest of the journey gets pretty boring (and most times plain PAINFUL). That's the reason, that guys go to any extent to get his girl. That's the time he's at the peak of his romanticism. Ones he gets his girl; in no time he gets bored, starts feeling as if he's loosing his own space, misses h...