My Point of View

The problem with life is that you cannot look small and far at the same time. All this time I've been trying to figure out how to get over it. I'm working on micro level things for one project and am expected to do macro level things on another... Okayyyy.. But together at the same time!! That doesn't sound good...  Let's see how far I can go like this.

No matter how many times I decide upon a new year resolution, I could never figure out if I adhered to them or not. The reason: I don't remember where I write them!! Anyway, let me put it on a blog this year.. So here it goes. 1. Get 6 pack abs by September 2. Reduce smoking 3. Get a satisfactory position and salary (somewhere) 4. Learn to say "No" to work that's not yours 5. Assess progress on each one of the above on monthly basis 6. Blog more and Tweet more this year

Eventually, everyone gets what he deserves. The fool is the one who doesn't get it on time .

Well… Another series of blasts in Mumbai. What are the terrorists planning now? A kabab party to celebrate the death of few individuals of a spineless nation? Ones again we will prove that you can hit me and I’ll still stand up and walk as if nothing happened. I guess the idea is to be so indifferent to such incidents that the terrorist get bored one day and go back to where they came from. Well… let me assure you. That day will never come. We have proved that a handful of individuals (with borrowed money and munitions) can bring down the (so called) World’s largest democracy to its knees – again and again and again without fail. The problem is NOT with terrorists or our politicians… the problem is with us – We the people of India. It is We the people, who have elected the corrupt and the spineless. It is We the people, who have not raised our voice in time towards bad policies and bad governance. It is We the people, who have allowed aliens to blast our asses out with RDX and ...

Finally back from India 2 weeks back.. I thought I'll be rejuvenated and will have added vigor to work. Turns out, I was completely wrong. I've lost all interest in work. I can now sense the futility of all that I'm doing. Clearly I'm struck up in a life I'm not very fond of. I think its time to discover something challenging and new for myself. Firstly, I'll have to figure out a way to get rid of this place. I feel lonely. No friends or family. Being lonely, even heaven can be boring. Secondly, I'll have to improve my lifestyle. A little bit of discipline should do the trick. Early to bed early to rise, vegan food and lot of exercise. Let's see how much I can manage.

Chilling out over the weekend. It's 2:00 am in the night and I should have been to bed by now. Wonder if 2 days of weekend is good enough for me! Anyway, I seem to be in a good mood. Don't know why or how, but it feels real good. Feels kinda puppy love. Feels as if I never had any thing to worry in life. Feels like I'm in a 70's hindi movie. Feel like falling in love again. Yup... falling in love but not BEING in love. That hurts. In fact in retrospection, I think Love is always so popular because of the sense of 'adventure' that comes along with 'trying' to fall in love with someone. Ones you have confessed and have received an affirmative response, rest of the journey gets pretty boring (and most times plain PAINFUL). That's the reason, that guys go to any extent to get his girl. That's the time he's at the peak of his romanticism. Ones he gets his girl; in no time he gets bored, starts feeling as if he's loosing his own space, misses h...